For a boy who doesn’t speak, he sure says a lot.
And he surprises me. All the time.
Lovence was rescued from a mountain village in May, 2012. He was four years old and fourteen pounds. He couldn’t walk or talk, he gorged himself on food only to throw it all up. He was never expected to survive…
And yet he did.
When the orphanage director asked if we would consider adopting him, I was scared. I’m an older parent. I’m limited on energy. I’m selfish. Could I take on a boy with such severe special needs? Did I have it in me?
I prayed. I wondered. Brian prayed. We talked. We asked.
We went to visit and held him in our arms.
We were still scared, still uncertain. But our hearts were opened to a beautiful boy with an amazing heart.
I’m embarrassed when I think back to my questions. I feel so grateful today. So honored. So blessed. He is an incredible boy with a heart of gold. For a child who was neglected and abused, his heart is full of love. For a boy who suffered so deeply, he loves so easily. He is strong, kind, loving and brave.
He has surprised us with his capacity. Within six months he feeds himself, makes a great cup of coffee, uses some sign language, and has gained boatloads of confidence. He is fully potty trained after eight long years (thanks to my hubby’s persistent love and care in that area). He runs and climbs and tumbles and jumps. His hearty belly laugh gets us all going – it’s wild with abandon and full of joy.
He is our miracle boy and I can’t believe we get to raise him.
When Lovence first came home, his history of heartache would leak out at night. For the first five months, he would cry nearly every evening when we put him in bed. We’d cuddle next to him and wipe the tears from his cheeks. We’d pray and talk and hold him fast. One evening I took him to bed and curled up next to him. I expected tears, but when I looked over – glimmering in the dark were his bright beautiful teeth. He was smiling. He leaned in close and put his head on my shoulder.
Oh, how I love you son.
Lovence sits with us every Sunday at church. He’ll hold our hands and lean against us. Last Sunday, he held his arms up to me and I lifted him up. He smiled his beautiful smile and as the music played he lifted his face skyward.
He was worshipping. I have no doubt.
And that made me think about heaven one day. Of course I hope he gets to speak and use words here, but if not, I will get to hear him in heaven. His body will be healed, the broken synapses in his mind will be fully restored. He’ll run up to me with a strong gait and wrap his arms around me. “I love you, Mom,” I imagine him saying.
And I’ll be a puddle. A heap on the heavenly floor. Just like right now as I think of it. Tears, sniffles, joy.
I had no idea that my special needs son would be one of the greatest gifts God would ever give me.
But he is.
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Thank you so much, Elsa! Absolutely beautiful!
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Thank you Lucy!!
Thank you, this just melted my heart. How deep the Father’s love for us, how vast beyond all measure! God certainly knew what He was doing to place Lovence in your family.
Thank you!!! Hugs to you, my friend!
I am impressed with it all congratiolations I am sure you will get your reward even if it has to be in heaven.
Much love Atie xxx
Thank you Atie! I feel blessed already! God is so good!
What a gift, to you, and to us in learning about his story. Thank you for being you and Brian! Susan G, PEPC
Thank you so much Susan!
You and Brian are the perfect earthly parents for Lovence. I love how his arm is uplifted most times- Lovence is in a state of praise each day 🙂 He has inspired me to do that more each day!!
Yay! What sweet words! Thank you Barb!!
A special needs boy whom God chose for two special parents to love, protect and teach about God’s love for all of us. Thank you for your post, I know it will bless many. Special needs children have blessed some of my friends beyond belief as well as those of us who proudly participate in those families’ days of joy as well as heartache. God bless your day.
Thank you Alina, amen to that!